|A Round of Words in 80 Days|
Round 4 2012
The writing challenge that knows you have a life
So now I've created a Google Doc Spreadsheet to keep track of the Ns and Ys and have set up a ROW80 page to feature the goals sans commentary. These check-in posts will now contain only the commentary relating to the previous half week, a screenshot of the relevant lines on the spreadsheet and link to the spreadsheet and goals page. And as of October 23 the READ CRAFT reading lists.
What to Do When There's Too Much to Do by Laura Stack (Part of my attempt to organize my life around my priorities. So part of my ROW80 reading list)
Hooked: Write Fiction That Grabs Readers at Page One and Never Lets Go by Les Edgerton
Write Good or Die! edited by Scott Nicholson (a collection of essays by inde authors. many of them self-published)
The Act of Creation by Arthur Koestler
What Matters in Jane Austen? by John Muller
Trust the Process: An Artist's Guide to Letting Go by Shaun McNiff
A Cheap and Easy Guide to Self-publishing eBooks by Tom Hua read this online
Imagine: How Creativity Works by Jonah Leher
The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg Just finished this last month and wrote an overview of it for that next check-in along with my musings on how to apply what I learned.. This is where I've been getting the most help with learning how to recognize a habit, determine if it is desirable and if so maximize it but if not change it.
In a recent Check-In I implemented a NEW GOAL: before heading to bed, close all aps but the one I've chosen for free writing and when the time slated for that is up segue directly to working with the fiction files.
I established it after digesting the info in Duhigg's The Power of Habit and have followed through since the Sunday before November 1st now. I had nice new strings of Ys in the two relevant columns until the last week of NaNo and altho FREEWRITE holds steady I've let FICTION FILES slide. I gave myself permission to take a post NaNo break to catch up on the many things that got neglected during NaNo. I will get back on track tho maybe not daily until after Christmas since that Secret Santa crochet project is scarily behind.
Not much has changed since the last two check-ins. The fiction files work is still on hiatus intentionally because of the Christmas crochet project that is so far behind I'm working on it six to ten hours a day and still fear it isn't going to be done in time. Meanwhile I'm listening to podcasts on writing and audio books to get my fiction fix.
Meanwhile I've started itching to get back to my fiction files and it isn't even the end of December and ever since my first full NaNo in 2005 I have experienced an emotional backlash against my fiction files that tended to last for months. I'm trying to understand the variables that might be affecting this and the roles they may or may not be playing in this really significant change:
- I joined ROW80 in April so this is the first post NaNo since ROW80 check-ins and goal setting became woven into my life
- Because of the ROW80 time investment goals working with, thinking about, reading about writing and actually writing (still keeping up the FREEWRITE time investment goal) has become woven into my daily life
- Because of the ROW80 time investment goal DREAM STORY and how it became entwined with crocheting (an unexpected mental and emotional coupling of two passions that have been cross pollinating in unanticipated ways) this forced focus on crocheting has led to more focus on stories in a non-threatening way that doesn't trigger the usual post-NaNo revulsion
- By giving myself permission to take the hiatus the not working in the fiction files is free of guilt and shame unlike other years.
- Because I can't work in the fiction files due to time constraints I might be obstinately wanting to do what I'm told I can't do?
- Listening to a couple hundred hours of podcasts about writing in the last fifteen days is pumping up motivation
- Watching this huge crochet project take shape under my fingers over the weeks has been an object lesson my mind has translated to novel writing. Like a novel this project was designed from scratch without a pattern and just a vision and has gone through many stages of planning and backtracking and readjusting of the plan or vision and like a novel it has progressed by the daily incremental increase in its component parts ie stitches vs words. This is giving me a visceral feeling of what the dedication necessary feels like and what the joy of watching it grow under my fingers feels like. Thinking along these lines in the last few months has me itching to apply the lesson directly to my fiction files
- By a combination of overcommitting and procrastinating my time cushion away I've ended up turning December into a marathon crochet month like NaNo was a marathon fiction writing month and now the revulsion has switched its focus from the fiction files to the crochet. Note to self: can you please please please never put yourself in the position again of having to do the same thing for over ten hours a day seven days a week? No matter how much you love doing it you can end up turning it from bliss to blah.