I made it the full 24 hours again. First time in 2 years. Before spring of 2013 doing the 24 hours was easy breezy. It was my thing. The thing I could still do with the best of those who could.
With my visual impairment it is no longer possible for me to excel at reading fast or reading long so my metrics on number of pages or completed books are sad. So I would always, since the first Dewey thon in 2007, take pleasure and satisfaction from being one of the few who could breeze through the 24 hours.
After all I'd had a lot of practice since my tween years. It's always been my thing, staying up all night. And usually gone hand-in-hand with reading.
But spring of 2013 I was put on a new antidepressant, Trazadone, which made me groggy and kept me that way for 8 to twelve hours. Skipping doses would have nasty repercussions--headache, dizziness, vision issues and anxiety attacks--so for the last four thons I had to quit two to four hours before the end.
The end for me here on the Pacific Coast was 5am today. I made it. As I hoped I would the moment I got the OK from my med nurse to withdraw off the Traz. But when I was unable to sleep the night before that put me already 17 hours awake when the thon started for at 5am Saturday. Thus I've been awake for 41 hours and it looks like it will be at least 42 before I'm actually asleep.
I did manage to read one book cover to cover for the thon: How to Avoid Making Art (or Anything Else You Enjoy) by Julia Cameron and Elizabeth Cameron (artist). 80 odd cartoons illustrating quite LOL the many excuses artists use to explain why the aren't doing their art. Too many of them too true of me:
- Demanding 15 hour blocks of free time before considering getting started while using scattered 15 minute chunks for frivolous things.
- Preferring to watch the movie on the screen over watching the one on the back of your eyelids. (your story)
- Feeling depressed you don't have time to write. Then turning on the TV to make yourself feel better.
- Acquiring high-maintenance relationships that suck time and energy and overload you on drama that doesn't belong to you and leaves no room for the drama of your stories.
- Surrounding yourself with negative naysayers.
- Setting yourself up for failure by planning a project to big and complex for your current skills.
- Getting stuck in the research stage forever.
OK that last wasn't in the book but it should be. It is one of my things.